i have no idea why, but im just super irritated with my dad. like for no reason. argh. i feel guilty about it. but i cant help it. sian.

How should a Christian behave in times of crisis? Should she swear when she is angry and frustrated?

like now?

like if she's so freaking stressed because 1) she has so much to study for 2) she has so little time 3) she can't rmb what she has studied 4) she is beginning to realise how much she has forgotten or gotten mixed up 5) she can't hardcore study everything cos she knows deep down inside that nothing would go in properly and everything would be even more jumbled up in her head. 6) she HAS to get merit. or else. 7) she knows that she really should not be whining about this. It's starting to get really irritating. both for her and for the person who hears it almost everyday. she's getting irritated herself for keep saying it. 8) but if she doesnt say it, she would just be keeping it inside. and one day, she'll explode.

WHAT SHOULD SHE DO?

she knows, that she should be praying, reading the bible and putting everything in God.

not even to ask him to give her the grades, but to ask Him to do what's best for her, to show her His plans and to guide her towards His plans.

it's kinda scary to just let go. (yes, try her best, but not to the point that she is trying TOO hard to get what SHE wants.)

Just let go.

Let go.

So far, letting go has brought the best into her life. It has for so many things. And even this Easter, this MCD preparation. It has been fine.

So why should she not be able to do it again?

Why? Why?

Sarah, let go, let Jesus take the wheel...